Wednesday, December 31, 2008

The Beginning

First things first, I came on this site because my friend JAM gave me a link to his blog and I decided this would be a good way to keep in contact with him considering that we are now in different schools. (no homo the kid is like my brother.) Not really sure about this site but I am familiar with blogging so this isn't something new. The way i write is basically what my mind spills out onto my computer. Simple and to the point. I don't think I'm going to write a whole lot about me because in my mind it's too cliche. You wanna know everything about me in one line? : I'm a male with a different mentality and my one goal in life is making other people happy. That's basically it. The rest of the info will come out eventually but I'm not the type to write it out on the first "date" na mean? =D

The ball dropped today and I couldn't be more unsure of what to feel in regards to it. I'm glad I get to start a new year, however, I'm unsure of the outcome. I used to always worry about the future but now I would much rather live in the present. I love my life the presence of a NEW YEAR just has no affect on me. It's whatever, I didn't even turn on the t.v to watch the ball drop. I stayed home alone. My parents and sister went out to some place to celebrate. I didn't need to celebrate something I have no feelings for. I got about 100 texts saying happy new year and I'm grateful for those who sent it, even though I wasn't as excited as they were.

On another note I feel like I've transformed. Call me crazy I don't know if anyone has ever felt that way before but I know for a fact I'm not the same person I was when I walked out of high school. I like this new me, let's see where it takes me.

edit- sorry Huggie. Gay people are people. I apologize for the no homo statement =D